Been quiet for a bit, And for good reason. Had a touch of something in my personal, spiritual, emotional, and physical life that needed tending to. And if you were to think long and lovely about it, they’re all quite linked together. If some of you have seen in my thank you notes with the bears I sent, my handwriting was askew, off, totally blocky and without impression. My limbs went weird, my hands got to the point where I they wouldn’t respond to the simple commands I made. Even now while typing,, my flow gets off because I tell my middle finger to hit THAT key, but it won’t.
Nothing to be alarmed over. Its a simple nerve behind my left shoulder blade that has decided to take command of the troops and form a coup, Nothing a little therapy won’t handle. But, of course in the meantime my mind is focused on “what the hell???? MY HANDS AREN”T WORKING!!!” And it was when i started to tri[ over my left leg and notice my left eye suddenly stupid that I sought out some help. I’m good, I’m fine. Its a question of getting it corrected. But, I have to tell you, if I attempted to write this post without edit, you’d see how silly it was. FIngers move dumbly, trips to the bathroom look drunken. I’m fine and will be, thank God. Its just this dumb pinch behind the shoulder that has rendered a few bits of me a little less unattractive than normal.
On other fronts. I’ve tried to make friends in the interim on this island. Foolish of me Everyone introduces themselves as “so and so’s wife.” or “such and such’s son.”
And despite all this I can still knit bears…..
Can’t wait for my first bit of therapy. I really wish I could type as quick and fast as I once could. Because I have a million of undiscovered opinions I’d love to share,
I’m ok. I promise,